Ibiza Blue 7: one more

[bookblather]

Author: Kat
Title: one more
Story: Shine Like It Does
Colors: Ibiza blue 7 (Mystic Diversions - Late Summer Rain https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MraxCX8_vWs)
Supplies and Materials: Miniature, glue (You could be entangled in an internal argument about whether to move forward and deepen an existing commitment now or to head off in an entirely new direction.), glitter (Bite My Tongue, Relient K), stain (I would rather be a coward than brave because people hurt you when you are brave. - E. M. Forster), novelty beads (Tell them it's me who made you sad)
Word Count: 100
Rating: PG
Summary: Miranda makes a choice.
Warnings: none.
Notes: I'm gonna try to do all the glitter prompts these weeks.


She let herself have one more night.

One more dinner, one more sweet slow dance. One more reverent kiss. Now that she knew he loved her, she could see it in every move he made, the soft way he looked at her. It was impossible to bear.

All that night she wondered if she'd made the right choice. If he loved her, and she... well, couldn't she try? Couldn't she be the person he thought she was, if only with him?

But she'd slip. She knew she would, and then he'd hate her.

This was better. For both of them.

Comments

[settecorvi]

This says so many sad things about the way Miranda sees herself. At least we know they end up in a better place?

[bookblather]

They do, and she does. I think she gets into therapy with a decent therapist, too, which will help considerably.

Thank you!

[shipwreck_light]

Hey, you know that thing you do?

Allow me to do it back for you.

For visualization purposes, I am currently wearing a mesh dress and have consumed a lot of coffee. I am a flailly, flowered mess. :D

[bookblather]

Bweeeeeeeeee HURRAY! I am glad you are having an excellent day and that you enjoyed.