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dark_kana ([personal profile] dark_kana) wrote in [community profile] rainbowfic2014-01-06 09:58 pm

Lilypad Green 3 - Atomic Tangerine 3 - Pearls of wisdom 7 - Seed beads - Graffiti

Name: Kana
Title: Stay
Story: Shadows in the distance
Characters: Sarah, Simon
Colors: Lilypad Green 3 Break-up sex - Atomic Tangerine 3 Before - Pearls of wisdom 7 Live your life as an exclamation, not an explanation
Supplies and Styles: seed beads – Graffiti (I’ll have seconds)
Word count: 586
Rating: PG13
Warnings: Mentions of sex
Summary: Sarah doesn’t want him to leave
Notes: Constructive criticism is, as always, welcome



"Don't leave. Please... Don't leave me..."

You reach out for him, fingers caressing his cheek and you see how he closes his eyes. There is this sad sad smile on his face. It makes you want to cry. But you don't. Because you are strong. For him you can be strong. For him you will be strong. For him...

"I love you Simon."

He looks back at you, smiling happily. And yet there is that glint of sadness in his eyes. Of pain. You both know why...

"I love you too Sarah. You know I do. I have always loved you. It has always been you. Always. It will always be you. Always. I..."

You gently place your fingers on his lips.

"It's okay."

You try to smile reassuringly. You both know it isn't working. Not really.

“I have to go Sarah. I cannot stay. For many reasons. And you know the other people of the village and their threats are not the main reason… There is a war coming up. The Shadow is coming closer. Threatening us all. Threatening to destroy us all. If I can stop that. I my powers can stop that… I have to go Sarah. If only to try…”

It’s a deep breath you take before you lean up and kiss him. Gently at first. Just your lips pressed to his. But it soon turns passionate. The both of you know it will be your last night together. Tomorrow he will leave. Perhaps forever.

“Our last night. Simon, please, make it last.”

He smiles, sadly, when he kisses you again. His hands caressing your face. Going from your hair, to your cheeks, to your neck and collarbone. To pass your breasts – it makes you gasp in his mouth – to lightly tickle your sides. A feather’s touch.

“Simon…”

You murmur against his lips. Your arms around him, your hands on his shoulders, clinging to him as if your life depends on it. And perhaps it does.

“Don’t let me go. Not tonight. Stay with me tonight.”

It doesn’t matter he told you he would. You just have to ask.

“Just hold me. Simon…”

He looks at you when he hears your desperate, pleading voice choke out his name.

“Make love to me…”

His eyes widen a little. And for a second you wonder why. It’s not the first time you’ve had sex. But then it dawns. And you can feel the stab of pain. Of loss. Just like what he’s feeling at that exact same moment. But you don’t blink. You don’t look away. You don’t take your words back. Instead you kiss him again. Hard and demanding and you try your best to keep the tears inside.

“Make love to me… Please.”

Your voice is pleading. You can’t help it. You need this. Him. You need to feel him. So you can remember this, so you can print it in your memory. So he stays with you. You need him with you.

He gently sucks the side of your neck, making you moan. Closing your eyes, you let your nails scratch gently over his back. It will leave a mark. And you don’t mind one bit. Let everyone see that you belong to him. You always will.

“Sarah.”

His voice is filled with love and need and you smile when you kiss him again. Wrapping your arms and legs around him, holding him as close to you as possible. This night, the last night ever, you will not let him go.
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[personal profile] bookblather 2014-01-12 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
Ow.

Ow ow ow.

Poor Sarah.