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bookblather ([personal profile] bookblather) wrote in [community profile] rainbowfic2016-03-16 01:59 am

Blue Caravan 1, Midnight 14: you never existed at all

Author: Kat
Title: you never existed at all
Story: In the Heart
Colors: Blue caravan 1 (My true love is a man who never existed at all), midnight 14 (Singe), color party 28 (Morel)
Supplies and Materials: Seed beads, miniature, brush (obnubliate), acrylic (drop), novelty beads ("Remind me how you laid us down,/And gently smiled before you destroyed my life." - Rest in Pieces, Saliva), nubs (of Butterflies)
Word Count: 100
Rating: PG
Summary: Clara and a punch in the gut.
Warnings: None, though there's dismissal of asexuality in Butterflies.
Notes: Nope.


Clara wants to scream. She wants to rip and claw and hit. She wants to cry, and yell, and fall curled in on herself right there in the restaurant, tears streaming down her face, choking on sobs.

You didn't love me, she wants to scream. You never loved me. You loved what you wanted to love and you didn't even care if it was real.

But Kevin is looking at her with such concern. She can't make a scene. She can only stare frozen at him, watch his smile fade, and wonder if he ever really knew her at all.
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[personal profile] novel_machinist 2016-03-17 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
:( oh Clara
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[personal profile] shipwreck_light 2016-03-19 02:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I read the description as this being about butterflies.

*sips coffee*

I was so wrong.

OW MY GUT
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[personal profile] kay_brooke 2016-03-23 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
How awful for her. :(