crossfortune: amakusa shirou, fate (in exchange for my soul)
the androgynous keeper of plushfrogs ([personal profile] crossfortune) wrote in [community profile] rainbowfic2015-11-08 03:00 am

for you i'd burn the length and breadth of sky;

Name: Mischa
Story: and as the daylight falls
Colors: bistre (If I'm to be damned for what I've done, I'll be damned in full and not by halves.), spark (will you even tell her if you decide to make the sky fall), vienna orange (Won't I die from lack of you?)
Supplies and Styles: canvas, charcoal
Word Count: 280
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: implied suicide. an apocalypse.
Summary: a world without you isn't worth saving. A would-be savior makes a choice. Reset, reset.
note: needs a story tag.

the world is ending in red on white. the world was already ending, and you were supposed to stitch the fragments back together, but your world has narrowed to this moment. you can’t. you can’t.

he made you promise. he made you promise, to live. you didn’t make him promise, because you didn’t think you needed to. and and and-

(but it wasn’t enough, was it? and you don’t you can’t you should have you-

it should never have been him)


he’s so small in your arms, your eyelashes heavy with tears. you don’t remember a life without him. a life without him at your side, in your reach. you can’t make him stay, no matter what you do. you can’t. it doesn’t matter that he doesn’t want to go. it doesn’t matter that you don’t want him to go.

(your love isn’t enough. you can stitch together a breaking world but you can’t stitch him back together. red on white.)

when the end comes, it comes in a thousand infinite shattered facets of calamity and silence, silence so heavy it steals your breath and shatters your heart.

you should. but you can’t. it’s worthless. worthless.

you can’t. you can’t. you can’t. you can hear the others running up, too late too late too late but-

(reset, reset. begin again. your broken heart’s last wish. a world without you isn’t worth saving.)

you curl around him, as if you could protect him this one last time, and shatter the sky, and wait for morning to come.
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[personal profile] novel_machinist 2015-11-08 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
" a world without you isn’t worth saving."

Beautiful.
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[personal profile] bookblather 2015-11-09 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, wow. This is amazing and painful and lovely.

Your tags have been added.
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[personal profile] dray 2015-11-23 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
What a dense little nugget of climactic grief! Nice use of reiterations... feels more poetic than prose somehow. Are you going to be continuing a reset story line with other prompts within the same three colours, or moving to other stuff? I'm curious to see if this is going to be a groundhog day style redo of what ended so badly here.