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dark_kana ([personal profile] dark_kana) wrote in [community profile] rainbowfic2013-03-19 08:43 pm

Fuzzy Wuzzy Saturation - Miniature Collection - Glitter - Novelty Beads

Name: Kana
Title: Hugs
Story: Circle Never Ends
Characters: Freya, Nick
Colors: Fuzzy Wuzzy
Supplies and Styles: Saturation – Miniature Collection – Glitter (For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul." – Judy Garland) – Novelty Beads (http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lg4h1vlDLs1qd2nif.gif)
Word count: 894
Rating: PG
Warnings: Mentions of cancer
Notes: Constructive criticism is, as always, welcome


1. cuddles

Sighing happily she inches closer to his side, letting her fingers run patterns on his chest. Freya smiles when she feels how his arm tightens his hold on her. Just a little bit possessive.
"I love you." Her soft whisper, scared to break the stillness of the night.
There comes no reply. It is not needed. The kiss he places on top of her head says it all.


2. sleep cute

Sometimes Nick stays awake longer. Just to watch her sleep.
Carefully he lets his fingers grace her cheek. Carefully, not wanting to wake her up.
He has never told her, but he thinks she's gorgeously cute when she sleeps. Peaceful and calm and... without a care in the world. So different from the worry and the pain she carries throughout the day.


3. hugs

If there is one thing Freya loves, that she absolutely adores - and she isn't talking about Nick for the moment - it are hugs. She simply loves them. Hugging people. People hugging her. It always makes her smile. It always makes her feel good. It makes her feel loved...
She's glad Nick never pushes her away. In fact, he often searches her hugs as well. And they always fall asleep in each other's arms. It's nice waking up that way in the morning.


4. favorite things

She sets herself down carefully, shooting a smile at Nick, before turning her attention back to the little kitten in front of her. Holding out her hand, making soothing noises.
Smiling Freya strokes the soft fur when the little animal rubs against her leg.
"Oh, why you cute little thing."
She won't ask. But Nick knows well enough what is going through her head right now.
Gently he places his hand on her shoulder.
"You want it?"
The look she shoots him makes him chuckle. Shock. Happy. Love.
Picking up the kitten, she kisses him. His arm around her shoulders.


5. lazy day

They are sitting next to each other on the couch. Freya leaning against his side. Nick's arm around her shoulder, his hand resting on her hip. They are watching one of their favorite series.
Carefully Nick pulls the blanket over her when he feels her shivering. "Are you okay?"
He tries to keep the concern out of his voice. Knows how much she hates it. It makes her feel weak.
He can feel her nod against his chest. Can feel some tears through his T-shirt.
"It's okay..."
A soft whisper while she snuggles closer to his side.


6. breakfast in bed

He tries not to make a sound when he leaves the bed. Although, not making a sound is not the problem. It's leaving the bed without waking up Freya. It's not that easy, seeing she always sleeps in his arm.
Quickly he prepares breakfast, before walking back upstairs. Silently.
She is still sleeping when he walks in, the tray in his hands, and he doesn't have the heart to wake her up. She could use the sleep. The chemo leaves her tired. Very tired. But it's one of the good days. And so he's going to spoil her this morning.


7. brushing hair

Freya flinches and pulls away when Nick lets his fingers run through her hair.
"Don't. Please. Just don't..."
He looks at her. Surprised. Questioningly. She turns her head away, for one reason or another not able to keep his gaze.
"Freya?"
Worried. It makes her feel guilty.
"I'm okay. It's nothing. Really. Just. Don't do that. Not for the moment."
Nick smiles sadly when he realizes what she is talking about. They both know she'll probably lose her hair soon...


8. shoulder massage

"It hurts. My entire body. Everything hurts."
She hides in his embrace. Tries to hold back the tears. "It's not fair. Why does it hurt so much?"
His hands gently rub her back. It makes her sigh and shiver slightly. "Did it hurt?"
Feels how she shakes her head. Carefully he turns her onto her belly, setting himself beside her, hands gently moving over her back. Massaging her shoulders and neck. It makes her moan softly.
Smiling he leans over her, whispering in her ear, "Try to sleep."


9. holding hands

Even though she is wearing something to cover her bald head, she still feels uncomfortable and embarrassed. She denies it whenever he asks, but he knows it is true. If only for the simple reason she doesn't take his hand in hers when they are walking together.
Carefully he lets his fingers brush against her. Smiles when she flinches and pulls her hand back.
He wraps his arm around her shoulder and pulls her close, letting their hips touch.
"I love you girl."
Hesitantly she lets her own arm circle around his waist.


10. stuffed animals

Before they became a couple, Freya's bed was filled with stuffed animals. She always needed one in her arms to be able to fall asleep. But now she has Nick. And she falls asleep in his arms every night. And wakes up in them every morning. She'll never tell him, but secretly she thinks of him as her own personal, big teddy bear.
"I love you Nick."
He kisses the top of her head. It doesn't make her shiver anymore.
"I love you too."
She smiles and closes her eyes, whispering "I know."
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[personal profile] bookblather 2013-03-20 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
Awww, they're so adorable. I love that Nick is so steadfastly there for her.