Colour of the day | 10.05.2025

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Story: Poetry Collection | Title: voices
Colour: Colour of the day (10.05.2025) - felonious
Supplies and styles: postcard, photography, chiaroscuro, resin, graffiti
Resin: lyricaltitles  Album Challenge [Graveyard Shift by Motionless in White | Song: Voices]
Word count: 140
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: self-hatred, implied suicide

For a long time, for all my life, never wanted something else

I’ve tried to find a way out, a freedom I don’t deserve

Voices loud and hard in my head, screaming I’m felonious

Ending all of my hopes, demolishing my dreams, stupid posh demons

Stupid dreams of a naive child reap for destruction

Extra points for poetic suicidal shitty words

Venting in words like a mediocre wannabe poet

Even if I like to pretend I’m much more than a mediocre artist

Numbly counting down, stuck in fives and sevens and never getting to zeroes

Zippos set my soul on fire, I like to drown in cigarette smoke

Eternally being punished for the crime of existing

Reeling over shit I didn’t choose, the monster I didn’t want to be

On the ground, my blood glistens, I countdown my last heartbeats