rootsofthestories: (fannish: vampiric rage)
Chaos and Calamity ([personal profile] rootsofthestories) wrote in [community profile] rainbowfic2015-08-15 05:11 pm

Code brown, rose pink

Name: Sebastian
Title: scream into the void
Story: This City's Got Grace
Colors: Code Brown: 3. When the worst relents, you learn to live on less
Rose Pink: 9. I dream about you
Supplies: graffiti (Lilith Faire Main Stage)
Word Count: 275
Rating: PG
Warnings: Nothing blatant but there is a hint of some kind of torture.
Notes: Hel, one of my lovely angels from Cityverse is up for today. She's been through a lot, being captured and experimented on, and she's trying to recover from it. Recovery is not linear though and at this point., she has more bad days than good.

When Hel was taken in, they din't give her much. A bed, food, water and the promise of pain she never asked for were all that she really god for a long time.

It's hard to grow in that kind of a situation, hard to let yourself rise and believe and imagine that you'll see the sun again. It's hard to think that someone will come for you.

But in the beginning she did dream about it. She had dreams of freedom, of being hoe with Shaun and Bobby She held those dreams close because she had no idea how long she would be there, how long they deemed her something worth studying and experimenting on.

When Hel got out, she had tattered wings, withdrawal nipping at her heels and an anger she had no idea what to do with.

She screamed long into the night, raised her voice to the sky and cursed the world because fuck them Fuck all of them and the Creator too. She didn't deserve this, she didn't ask for it. She fucking well should have died there and in those moments, she wished she had.

She screamed hard, hands shaking and crying until Bobby would come close enough for her to fall into him. He holds her tight and doesn't say anything they both knew anything he said wouldn't make things better.

Hel eventually stops crying, stops digging her nails, ragged and claw-like at this point, into his skin and just lay there.

Yes, she rode shotgun into Hell and back bu she survived. Whether that was good enough or not remained to be sen but it' something.

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