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Chaos and Calamity ([personal profile] rootsofthestories) wrote in [community profile] rainbowfic2015-08-13 08:51 pm

Rose pink

Name: Sebastian
Title: to be feared loved
Story: And the devil makes Three
Colors: Rose Pink: 6. kiss me
Supplies: Eraser (that one horrible AU), graffiti (Lilith Faire Main stage)
Word Count: 340
Rating: X
Warnings: Rape, disassociation
Notes: Ahaha, I have not written in this verse in a while and I kind of remember why now. Oh goodness, I am so sorry for what I do to you, Molly.

Fingers in your hair, pulling, pulling. Head back now. Look up at Him him--...Him.

Look up, see eyes watching. Kiss now? Kiss now.

Kisses on the mouth, open, open. Show Him that you love Him. Show him that you want to be here.

You want to be here.

You want to be anywhere but here.

He's looking now. Smile, smile. Don't show your teeth. Be careful, never show your teeth.

On your knees now. How? How. How did you get here? How does it matter.

Kiss now, then undoing his belt. Pants off, underwear off. Push away the sickness, push it, push it.

You don't want to be here.

Your mouth on him, so big, you can't handle it. You cant handle Him. So big and in your mouth. Inside you, inside you, always inside you.

He wants you so badly.

Can you taste how badly? You can, you can.

Coughing, oh god, coughing. There's so much of him, too much. Coughing and choking it down. He won't let you breath, his hands in your hair, keeping you there.

You're going to choke to death Choking on him, choking on everything you never wanted on how much eh loves you.

Pulls you back, let's you breath. Gasping breaths, shaking breaths. You wonder what happens next.

You know what happens next.

Pulls you on his lap, pushes inside you. Fuck, it hurts feels so good. You try and tell Him but words go--

Where do the words go? Why can't you use them?

His fingers are in your mouth. You don't notice until you're coughing.

Fucks you hard, fucks you til you scream. There are tears but there are always tears. No offence is taken. He kisses them away "I love you, Angel. I love you, I love you.

You fall asleep in his arms, you always fall asleep in his arms, in his loving embrace in the choke-hold he keeps you in.
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[personal profile] novel_machinist 2015-08-14 04:37 pm (UTC)(link)
oh ouch. Damn.
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[personal profile] bookblather 2015-08-25 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
The way you wrote this is fantastic, and the content is deeply upsetting.