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dark_kana ([personal profile] dark_kana) wrote in [community profile] rainbowfic2014-09-25 04:58 pm

Spilt ink 18 - Stain

Name: Kana
Title: What to do?
Story: Circle never ends
Characters: Freya, Nick
Colors: Spilt Ink 18. You will become whatever you want to become. Even if you don’t know what that is.
Supplies and Styles: Stain (If you don't know where you are going, any road will take you there. Lewis Carroll)
Word count: 393
Rating: PG
Summary: Freya thinking about what she’s going to do after she has beaten the cancer.
Notes: Constructive criticism is, as always, welcome

He gently brushes the tears from her face. Leans his forehead against hers. "Hey, what is the matter?"

Gently she shakes her head, not wanting him to takes his hands away from her face, not wanting him to pull away from her. She needs a hug.

"I don't know what... I mean. What am I going to do? Now? With this? Or after this? What will I be able to do?"

He looks at her in non-understanding.

"I don't know where I have to go. I don't know what I have to do. I don't want to go back to a normal desk-job. I want to do something with my life. But what can I do? I don't know where to go, I don't know what..."

She sighs and lets her head rest against his chest. Feels how his fingers cup the back of her head, gently massaging.

"You go do whatever you want to do."

He smiles at her, ignore how she shakes her head.

"But I don't know what I want to do. I can't go back studying, can I?"

His smile broadens. "And why not? Both of us studying. I can see that happening."

She chuckles at his comment. "Me, back to school?"

A pondering look on her face. He knows she's thinking too much about the loan of her own apartment.

"Don't worry so much. Everything will turn out to be okay. You just have to decide for yourself what you want to do. Don't think of anything else, don't think of any problems that might occur. Just, figure out for yourself what you want, and then we'll see how we get there."

Biting her lips she looks up at him. A grateful look in her eyes.

"How come you have so much faith in me? How come you can believe it all?"

Shrugging he smiles and kisses her.

"It's not that hard, looking at you. I know you can make it. I know you can become whatever you want to become. I know the roads you take will lead you to exactly there. Even if you don't know or realize it yourself."

Freya pulls up her eyebrows. "Oh, are you studying to be a philosopher now instead of a physiotherapist?"

Laughing he wraps his arms around her. "Just believe in yourself my girl. I believe in you too..."

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